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Bordom Land..December 03 The One"THE ONE"
I'm the one..who listens, and that cares...The one who lets you yell when..you're down...The one who'll always love you...and be there in times of..need..I'll never let you feel alone...
{The one that if any...one...ever hurt you in any way...they..would have to pay..The tears that run down your face may burn....but they're killin' me...I'm the one...you can try to..and try to help you..}choir
You can trust me...and beleive...I would never hurt you purposly...I'm the one that would hate to have you mad at me..So, just tell me when I've done wrong...Beleive me I can handle what you've got to say...
You can hate me if you must...but remember...I'm the one who will always be here...for you...But I beleive you're... the one for me...You're the one who knows me for me..and makes me happy and sad at the same time...
{You showed me so many things...that make me think..that some where i was wrong...Thes tears rollin' down my face...are the memories og happiness...and things I dont regret...I'm the one who listens to you cry..and be here for you.. till I die...}choir April 04 "Twisted Illusion""Twisted Illusion"
Here am, you look at me but dont see who or what I really am..It's all a disquise to hide my true self...You would probably say I'm just a coeard..I'm strong on the outside, weak and fragile in...
I try to be the strongest I can, Though I may never be strong enough to fight away my fears...What you all see is just my "Twisted Illusion" It's everything I'm really not..But I play it any way..
You look st me in disgust...Thinking before you really see..That this aint me..I'm hiding in a shell, trying to be tough..Bringing peace between my friends..I'm not as big as I'd like..Or really good at anything..
My outside is just a "Twisted Illusion" made up..So people don't really get to know me..Here I am, you look at me but don't see..Who or what I really am...It's all a disguise my true self..Yea..Baby..
You got past my "Twisted Illusion"..you see who I really am..So you can see..I truely love you..All I want ot do is hide..You're the only one who gets me..The illusion is gone..but you still love me..and I love you..{MY ILLUSION IS BUSTED!!}(scream)
My outside is just a "Twisted Illusion" made up...but you're the only one who knows me..God gave me a gift..an angle to share myself with..You're who he sent..and you know me well..We boh love eash other..SoI take of this Illusion..and burn it away...! February 09 "Atomic Love""Atomic Love"
1,000 kilotons...! Of love just exploded in my heart..Obliterated all other feelings...You're the one who dropped the bomb...Insanity is no longer alone...My hardened soul is blown..!Now it's soft ands loving..This "Atomic Love"..!
Wars have gone on for ages..This is all they think about...Death..Ruin..Tradgity..! But you dropped a bomb..That set things right..All weapons destroyed..Life is at peace..But this is ont the end..!Bombs have been set off...one by you effected me..!
This is "Atomic Love"..Christ help us all..Don't let hatred poison us..!My love has exploded like an atomic bomb!! All this for you..1,000 kilotons has just expanded a 1,000 bigger to 1,000,000 kilotons..But this is no where near my love for you..!
"Atomic Love"! Spreads like fire..but does more damage than hazardous radiation that kills..Love makes us happy..to live longer..Times are getting worse with the weapons we achive..Why can't you believe..there's a stronger weapo..of peace
This is "Atomic Love"! Can destroy all hate...This thing emploded inside of me..It blew blew me sky high..Stronger than a nuke..Takes away hatred inside..(Just remember, Just remeber..Just remember){fast} I love you with this "Atomic Love"!!!
quote, Amber "The toast is in the oven!"
January 16 WHY? Why?
...Why is it..every girl I like turns me down..? I know I'm not the coolest...or the smartest...But I'll say I really love you...Even though you say no...I STILL LOVE YOU!! I'm not teh richest..But I'm a hard workin man...and still'd have time for you...
I pray to God all the time..You'de have a hcange in heart...When you said no I felt so dead...no reason to go on...a heartless beast...but..! The thought of you maybe sayin yes one day...brought me back...Why does it happen to me..?
...Hopes and dreams apperar in my head...and all I can do is..Think how much I LOVE YOU!! You prbably think I'm crazy..I am...for you..I'm not a stalker..just a dreamer..to hope to have a chance with you...Why does this happen to me...? All these thoughts..
What is wrong with me..? The ones I love only want to be friends...I just wish one day onw will say yes...I still love you...!And I want you to know...My love for you...and your thoughts of me...mae me want to die...!(I LOVE YOU!!~~~~~){fast}
You're the only girl on my mind..." God please help me earn her heart...Father please I beg you...I know I ask a lot sometimes..but hse's important to me..please Father..I love her..amen" Please answer me this would I ever be more than a friend...? You..You
.....My thoughts drift on...They always somehow come back to you..(I cry at nights praying to God...That you'll be mine...I will not know till some daybreak..A glorious rift in the sky...will open up with the answer!!!){hard}
When you sleep! I sit and think how much I love you!! Looking at your beauty, trying not to disturb you!! Now I kneel at your side and say "I love you...and hope you are mine..." Walking from your house another day...Saying our "Loves and Goodbyes"..
My thoughrts are always on you..Why is it your eyes do this to me..? They hipnotize...Gloomy days brightin up..Your heart is so ...PURE!!! My blood burns with the will to tell you!! I lLOVE YOU....!!! This is not the end of my love for you...
All the money in the world couldn't show my love...Pluck the strings of my love! They will not falter...They will not bend...Try to break them not..Thats how I love you so much...They don't break nor bend...like my love for you...
Sifting sand covers your path..But I still follow...My heart is my compass to you...God said I'm the one who can show the light! My end has not come I've found you again...All I have to say is " I love you...and want you to be mine..." January 12 "Dreamer""Dreamer"
....Here I sit..in class...Trying to fight the dreams...It's so hard to keep my mind off of you...I might as well give up...! Give in to my heart and mind's demands..So controlling is my love...It's time for me to dream..
You and me holding hands..walking around...Nothing more than happiness...Thinking nothing could speperate us...Talking on the phone...Going to the movies...Just together and happy..This is how i feel...But I'm just a "Dreamer"
Dreams sometimes come true....Some are not..It's all just a thought...They can be visions of the future or past..They come and go...Some come back..I'm fighting off the dreams while i sit in class..
I sit and think and hpe these dreams come true..I think I'm really in love with you..I just want to be yours and you be mine...When I'm with you all my pains are gone..And i even smile with you..
Your smile brightens my day..But I'm just a "Dreamer" Sorrows come and go...But love stays strong..I hope on day you'll be mine and I be yours...But I'm just a "Dreamer"
December 29 no no you people must of mis undertood mewhen i said post your favorite song i put that i wrote lol i know they are pretty sucky but still
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