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    January 16

    WHY?

     Why?
    ...Why is it..every girl I like turns me down..? I know I'm not the coolest...or the smartest...But I'll say I really love you...Even though you say no...I STILL LOVE YOU!! I'm not teh richest..But I'm a hard workin man...and still'd have time for you...
     
    I pray to God all the time..You'de have a hcange in heart...When you said no I felt so dead...no reason to go on...a heartless beast...but..! The thought of you maybe sayin yes one day...brought me back...Why does it happen to me..?
     
    ...Hopes and dreams apperar in my head...and all I can do is..Think how much I LOVE YOU!! You prbably think I'm crazy..I am...for you..I'm not a stalker..just a dreamer..to hope to have a chance with you...Why does this happen to me...? All these thoughts..
     
    What is wrong with me..? The ones I love only want to be friends...I just wish one day onw will say yes...I still love you...!And I want you to know...My love for you...and your thoughts of me...mae me want to die...!(I LOVE YOU!!~~~~~){fast}
     
    You're the only girl on my mind..." God please help me earn her heart...Father please I beg you...I know I ask a lot sometimes..but hse's important to me..please Father..I love her..amen" Please answer me this would I ever be more than a friend...?

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    foreverinlovewit him wrote:
    omg i saw thiws guy in a wheel chair and he was going really fast down a hill and he was like weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
    Feb. 2
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    ĐäMìäÑ wrote:
    annnnnnnnnndddddddd........... WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
    Jan. 22
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    ShadowOfSilence1 wrote:
    those are some freakin' long comments.. you guys are nuts...
    Jan. 19
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    starbursted wrote:
    oh ok then sorry bout all the mix up but still i agree with damian peace out ya'll
    Jan. 19
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    !*zara*! wrote:
    ok...how the hell did we go from talkin' 'bout love 2 talkin' 'bout age?! kinda odd....hmmm well ne ways ttyl luv lotz
    Jan. 19
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    SJK wrote:
    I go to school with him, he is in one of my classes and he hangs out with most of my friends.......Im 14 and a half...yup i had to add that part. yes you might as well say, omg, you were just thirteen not too long ago, i really dont care about that, im just stating, im not thirteen.
    Jan. 19
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    starbursted wrote:
    ok if you're not 13 just how old are you and how do you know allen. And if you don't then why leave comments. Just curious that is all
    Jan. 19
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    SJK wrote:
    u could hire me...but i dont think i meet the age standards...sorry...and im not tryin to start ne thing either...i am jut stating that he is not a stalker, he knows her, he is Really sweet and i know he loves her. i dont think anyone who posted on here is 13 except for a couple of people....hmmm...ya know?, i miss being 13....good times...good times.
    Jan. 18
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    Superjared4 wrote:
    Boy howdee 13 year olds sure are smart when it comes to true love... whatever that is. Maybe i need to hire one to teach me everthing that he or she knows. I think I'll hire that sjk girl. Yeah I think I will because she sounds really really really smart. Blah Blah Blah
    Jan. 18
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    Anonymous wrote:
    yeah Zara i agree with the part that some girls would do anything to be with him....yup...I know i would, yes i said it, i like Allen, Have for sometime now....anyways, i understand he likes her though, and Im okay with that. So i know how he feels when someone you REALLY like, doesnt like you like that, yes it hurts........but i geuss you get used to it. And if you know who i am, dont tell anyone,because i dont want Allen to find out and think im wierd or to "avoid" me...if you know what I mean.
    Jan. 18
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    !*zara*! wrote:
    oh yeah....i completely 4got where i was goin with this comment....huh....thats odd....hmm hold on...nope thats not it...no....not that.....definaely not that...hmm maybe i'll think 'bout it later....
    Jan. 18
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    !*zara*! wrote:
    EXUSE ME but i actually agree with Damian....it would be kinda creepy nd u should jus move on!! i mean don't get me wrong i luv ya allen {not like that} but get a grip!!! u nd i both know theres girls out there that would give ne thing 2 get u nd u need 2 open ur eyes!! there's more than 1 girl out there!! nd besides u don't really truely love someone unless they love u back!! nd even then...i mean i love datein nd all but we are young....we have a lota time b4 we find "true love" if there even is such a thing. i was thinkin 2day bout this 1 guy i wanted so bad....but i realized if they can't realize what im worth than forget them....so i moved on...i still want them but i go on like i dont...maybe one day they'll realize what they could have with me but even if they don't i wont b that devestated!! i mean good lord man...its jus one girl!! open ur eyes!! but then again...don't turn into a man whore!!!
    Jan. 18
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    Bleedfree wrote:
    yeah it would be nice if i was 13..ha....and 16 year olds are at there sexual peek....oh my someone wants some ass.
    Jan. 18
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    ĐäMìäÑ wrote:
    good golly gee... i'm so sorry i said anything, i forgot that 13 year olds knew everything there is to know about true love and dating. it must've just slipped my mind. please pardon my ignorance and continue your lovely fairy tail.
    Jan. 17
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    ĐäMìäÑ wrote:
    JAUNTY!!!
    Jan. 17
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    SJK wrote:
    all f'ing thing, Allen is NO where near being a murderer ( i hope), and he is best friends with her, i see them together all the time, Real love doesnt give up, he is not a stalker, and with your attitude you sound like a player, that does not know how to treat a girl. You cant just Start likin someone else just because that person doesnt like you, it's not that easy. He is not pathetic, he is soooooo sweet, and I kinda know how he feels,because i happen to like soneone who doesnt like me because they like someone else, yet i havent told them...but i already know the answer, I refuse to give up though.


    Allen don't let him Get you down, you are one of the sweetest guy i know, I kow your not a stalker...your just in love, i believe you are, that Damian dude is just an ass, that will end up alone one day hang in there!

    lylab
    Jan. 17
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    ĐäMìäÑ wrote:
    has it ever occured to you that saying you love someone you don't really know that well freaks them out? I mean... consider this, someone walks up to you out of nowhere and you don't even know the person and they say i love you, well all you morons out there are probably like: awwww how romantic. sheesh... i'd be kinda worried, the persons probably a freakin murderer or something trying to draw you in. honestly the whole thing sounds kinda pathetic to me. maybe you should just ask them out, and if they say no, then they don't like you and you should say screw you, and you should find someone that actually would go out with you, i mean yeah you still have to ask, but you're probably over looking the girls that would actually go out with you, because you're stupid. good day to you sir
    Jan. 17
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    aquatic4321 wrote:
    dang dude sounds like u really really really really like this girl i mean reall really realllly..................................................
    Jan. 17
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    SJK wrote:
    Hey Allen, you are amazing. I pray that she will have a change in heart too because, you deserve her, i know you really love her, give it time, i think she will relize how much you love her, i love how strong your faith in her is! Stay strong!
    Jan. 17

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